escape.

Sometimes when things just get too much, I want to escape. Escape from everything and everyone I know. Disappear from everything, just drop everything down and melt into the crowd. Somewhere foreign, where I know nobody and nobody knows me.

Just go to the beach and sit there, maybe fall asleep while reading a book and listening to the ocean's call. Stay in bed all day and never wake up. Fall in love in a foreign land.

I wish I could take something that would make me forget everything, gain temporary amnesia so that I'll rediscover the world through new eyes and make new experiences for myself. Something that I can take so that I'll be a different person, just for the time being.

I feel like I'm withdrawing into a shell and I'm not particularly excited about emerging.

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You're like a blocked artery, something that still won't leave. Will you forever be etched, burnt and committed to stone? I wish I could just forget about you, that I even knew you. Would it help more to forget, or to remember?

Rambling.